Friday 17 April 2009

Eastern, relaxation, greeneyed monster

Hi, Friends!

I can even not explain, how exellent was the time I spent freely around the Eastern-holyday. For a longe time I have not been hanging on so mutch with my kids. Kid? I realized that my doughter is a bit taller then me, my sun wears shoes two size bigger then mines . Hmmm. Only two things has brought shadow over my horizont. The first one is my mother-in-low, who has the nesty habit to appear unexpected in my house beliving the she had the right to rule oure timetable. And you must keep a nice face just to avoid further disputings. Since she hase been falling out with her another doughter, who has an arabien husband and alredy six (!!!!) kids and wearing chador, she realized that she has another grandchildren too and going to flout all her kindness on oure family. This year she prepared me a special birthday's cake as well, although my birthday is difficult to forget, because we were born the same day, the ninth of april ( how ironic ). Altogether she is the idol who the various mother-in-low-jokes come from. The second problen was, I beared it with an unexpected calm, the jelousy my official wife, in that I am not absolutly innocent, but we aggried, that this paifull time I had moved out and we had almost divorced won't be mentioned day by day, moreover never. Despite that I noticed that the in and out calls and the messages was checked in my cellphone. It is so paifull and ironic, because most of the calls came from my students refering on the test i am going to do next week. And because I teach in a teachers training college, 99 percent of my student are young women. So, I mangaged to know nothing, to realize nothing. I have done all to keep my good temper. I enjoyed better the novells of Woody Allen readnig together with my douther in english. Ohh, how much we was laughing at.And yet I have to think about my duties to come in the next mouth and try not to neglect so long my lovely blog.

Wednesday 1 April 2009

Half drunken,dreaming

My first concert for this week is done.I can not say absolutly well done.There was mistakes,but I think after so few rehearsaltime it was unexpected good.The girls of my choir have done their best.So I am hanging on drinking beer watching one of my favourite movies,Excalibur with Wagner's music.I think our life so dreamless,illusionless,whithout childish hopes.Our life is based on ratio but our soul is yearning for supernatural.Being so drunken I see it so clear and bright but morning I'll be sober and comes the cold reign of two times two.