Hi, Friends!
After stormy, windy, rainy days the spring knoking on the door, finally! A lot of things happened. I sung as a soloist in a performance again. My contract was renewed at the uni with the condition, that i finish my DLA till 2011. One hand it's fine, other hand let me consider whether I want to be a good citizen, good father, university professor, or remain a good fellow, hobo, hippy, vagabound. Telling the truth, withouth my stormy relationship with Britannia, the whole thing would have been resolved, but I, stupid jerk hade shit it. Despite that it seems to be a new chance and I am going to catch it.
I am not convinced that tha DLA will ever help me in my work, but I must admit, I love my work, allthough the last few years I had less succes as use to. Somtime I wanted to finish with the music as a profession. The turning point was the concert in december last year. Not even me myself but the circumstancies were changed. And the blog is a very important element of this change, I think, reeding and wrinting again, playing cello, the orchestration, my friend, each has his part in my menthal resurrection.So, Friends, Sitting Bull is reigns again!!!!

I need some new inspiration

Hi, Friends!

I have this week off. Of course there is lot off to do, I have to prepair my jobs for the following months, sort out my notes staying in big piles on my piano, even I know what each one contains off, meet friends, let my hair cut, not too short, but some shorter. The point is, I have absolutely no inspiration. A week before Eastern I had a bad concert with the femal choir, worth than ever. There is nobody to blame for, the circumstainces was wrong, lot of rehearsals falled out, beside that I was exhausted. Allthough we normalize our relationship, there are still differencies between my wife and me. Earlier the trips abroad broght me allways new inspiration, and that's what i need now, so I am going to make some steps forward, call people, write mails, develop new projects. I hope first we go to Transilvania in july, than my argentinian friend is expected to come in august, in november Germany and finaly /may be/ Argentina spring of 2011. So, lets start right now, boy!!!!!