summer, work, sadness

Hi,Friends!

It is not too easy to make a summary about the time I did not write anything. First I must admit, I enjoy my holyday although had to survive summer jam, tempest and sometimes had to heat in my house becouse my mother has frosen. I am working on my doctoral thesis and beside that, despite the last bad season of my choir, I got lot of invitations to conduct during the autum, may be we will take part on a festival in Istambul in november, so I think I have good possibilities. Last week happend something I can't manage. After moving to this house we got a nice little dog, we gave her the name Sarah. In the last few weeks we realized that she is ill and her statement was getting wronger and wronger, so we, evoiding her further suffering, decided to let her die. We take her to the doctor for the final injection.My God! No more such a terrible experience!I could not imagine, how deep inpacted in my heart this lost. Or may be I am too sentimental...My kids dont know that yet, they are coming home from he trainigs camp, they shoud be very exausted, hungry, I miss them very mutch and dont know how could I tell them...